Pagal Poem
February 1, 2012
About Me
Hi , Namaste
Firstly, thank you very much to have an interest to know me.I am just the typical GAULA THITO :)
My name is Vishma.I am from Nuwakot, Nepal.I completed my SLC from Kshetrapal Ma Vi Chaughada, Nuwakot.SETO SHIRT NILO PANT ANI HATMA NEPALI, SAMAJIK ANI GANIT KITAV ...KATI RAMILO LAGCHHA SAMJHADA :).Yea, thats how i spent my childhood like typical village boy and i proud to have that kind of moment in my life.Whatever i am now , whatever i know and whatever i do ....i learnt from there. And i can't forget my grandfather, grandmother and other family member in any moment of my life. I learnt to be patient ...actually everything to have a good life from my grandparents.My grandfather is always my idol......he was in second world war for 18 months ..and i just proud about it!!
I am Hindu and will always be.I've been to church and i have read bible ..i wish to go to mosque one day too ...But I am proud that i am hindu....Rose is rose and it won't smell bad by changing its name , yes so God is god ....and i follow what i've learnt .....i do good ...i respect everyone & everything .......discussing with one christian friend i told him if i go to hell following hinduism & following my Grandparents & Parents ..that's ok ..I follow them...
Currently i live in Melbourne, Australia . Came to study here but as you know that was not just the purpose ...purpose was to get a good job and earn good money.But how much i can earn and how much i can make my family happy .......unless the country change ...unless the Nepal develops itself......My billion rupees will go in vain.& Your billions will go in vain.........What can i do? ...yes, that's what i always say....I left my country i left my family when there was difficult situation ......I left Nepal when it was asking for hands......truly , i take myself as a coward & NITHURE(selfish).
So, JATI TADHA UTI MAYA GADHA......these things always hurt me...why did i leave my country....what i am doing and what for ...i might get Mercedez car ....i might earn millions......but still AAMA GHAS DAURA GARDAICHIN..still my father is walking hours and hours to get to city to buy one packet of salt.......i might get my family here and spend luxurious life ....but still my country , my land and my village and my people struggling to have hand to mouth existence. So i want to do something for my country .......yes something!!
I got so much interested to blog about my country once i landed here.I started it about four years ago, back from kathmandu. I completed my ISC from Amrit Science Campus in 2007, tried for MBBS in IOM ..studied in NAME institue.......those were cute memories.....Strike , tear gas and bricks :)) and immediately after being unsuccessful ......there was nothing to do ...i didn't like to study Bsc and ..........as the trend i had to go oversea to earn money and to make my father relief of financial and other kind of pressure.....tried US twice ..rejected they said i don't have enough financial status!!!....(why would i go there if i had!!).....i still remember my father's face waiting outside the US embassy (Maharanjgunj) to see me with visa.....and finally i chose Australia .........and came here.....2009 april 15 i still remember the day ......TU airport (went there for first time) Plane (first flight)......Nervousness and the courage that i will do sth!!! i will earn!!!!!!!!!.......transit was in Abu Dhabi ....swear guys i saw those kind of city for first time ..and finally landed in melbourne after 18 hours.I still remember those first days how i felt........few dayz felt nice to see nice places high skyscraper train (saw first time) and so on.....after few dayz ......Struggle!!!!!! started to miss country and family!!! pressure!!dollar!!!!.........oh!!!!!!!! BIDESKO LIFE!!! had to struggle so hard to get job once i get job i was bit happy but .......how many dayz......i just feel like it's not my life .....I feel like i am missing The time period (the years) that i am spending here from my life.....feel like these times are out of my life.
Anyway......life!!!!.......i tell myself be positive!! i always say, experience is life ..we live to experience life and die to experience death.......i make myself to understand that this is part of my life and experience.But what my inner heart says is to do something for my motherland.And one day , i hope, with your help and support i can do, help my country somehow......that's why i am so much interested to blog about Nepal.
I think i am making you guyz bored telling my story.......if you are reading upto here you know lot of me so i will heartily want to know you too please add me on facebook here .
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